The Training of Dylan, Day Three
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Day Three
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all the things that I talked about while shooting,
but I think the biggest thing that I learned for me
is that I have this place beyond rage,
and through pain, I can go there.
I was trying to think of an analogy to describe it.
And it's like pain is a big room,
and when I'm experiencing it,
I'm in the center of that big room,
and the room is full of this energy and this emotion.
And what happened today when I was chained,
and James was beating me and pulling my hair
and talking to me and just pushing me
past all of the limits that I had,
where I had been screaming and thrashing around
and trying to punch James in the face
because I fucking hated him at that moment.
I mean, I felt like an animal,
and I couldn't really hear myself.
My ears were completely shut off,
and it was just coming out of me,
just pure emotion and intensity and energy and violence.
I felt like all of a sudden this--
How are you?
A little bit, sir, yes, sir.
Yeah, that's all right.
You're a little anxious right now, I understand.
I understand.
Well, I'll tell you what, you don't have to talk.
I'm just gonna whip you for a couple minutes.
Yes, sir.
So just try to maintain composure.
And don't be afraid.
Would you like me to say thank you, sir?
No, just enjoy it.
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