A Nun's Journey Through Doubt and the Search for Spiritual Truth
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My name is Nicoletta and I have lived in the convent for years, dedicating my life to serving others and following the path of faith that I have chosen. My day is punctuated by prayers, liturgical celebrations and moments of silence and reflection. But today, something has changed. Sitting on my simple bed in the room, I look out the window. The convent garden is in bloom, the colorful flowers dancing softly in the spring wind. But their splendor fails to cheer me up. A heaviness oppresses my heart, a thought that has crept into me like a woodworm. I can't shake the idea that I no longer believe in God. As I listen to the birds singing, I remember the moments when faith was a safe refuge for me. The evening prayers, the candlelight, communion with the sisters. But now, as I struggle to recite the words that once flowed naturally, I feel an unfillable void
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Welcome, son. Have a seat. Thank you.
Well, son, I've been told they've found some funny magazines.
In your room, why can't you explain it to me?
You're here with us with the sisters. Let's say it's a path you have to take.
spiritual things are absolutely not allowed.
Absolutely not. They found 15 pornographic dividends and some photos.
I was told the sisters were in the shower and the bath.
You understand that I can't possibly conceive of such a thing.
No, no, you have to sit right there on your knees. I want you right here on the knee.
These are things I absolutely cannot tolerate in my convent.
Absolutely not, so you're called into my office to see what you have to say for yourself.
One more thing you'll do wrong and you'll be absolutely thrown out.
In fact, the sign of the cross goes up and you're always on your knees.
On my knees, you know. Pornography. It's not like I can accept it.
Pornography is for deviant minds, deviant minds, deviant minds. I absolutely do not accept.
minds as twisted as your small minds and twisted.
Well, come closer to me now I'll have to give you both corporal punishment and prayer.
I'm starting to act five master on my knees. Come on.
5 master very well let's go 5 master
We'll continue while you're at it.
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